Posts

Showing posts from May, 2023

PERHAPS SOMEDAY!

I think perhaps someday…. I might tell you , What I felt then , What I wished … And what I dreamt ! About us . About planning the future together; About getting over each others past together . About life ! And about love . Sharing our professional feats ; And our kids mark sheets . Holding hands . Taking strolls in the front park ; About going to friends weddings , And gossiping about breakups , endings..! About how much I admire you , everyday , About those little sweet memories I cherish ! Admit my love to you day and night . And saying it aloud you make my life bright. Someday..... But you are lost to me . Not just the physical presence , even your benign essence ! I don’t recognise you no more , You are a stranger with furore . You are not that someone I met ; You are a riddle I don’t get . You are that classic lesson people call ; For which I ignorantly took fall . May be not so ignorant , as much belief ! belief in love and in hope ; Hanging on to that bruised rope . But it feel...

The 3,13 and 23!

When I was 3 years old , I hardly remember how I was , Although Soft skin and big eyes ,the photos do have their course,  But the dilemmas working inside that little heart ; Reckoning those , I m still at a loss !  but rounding off that passive phase ,  I was maybe a little introvert child in those days .  10 years later , I celebrated my birthday turning thirteen , That standard protocol of school , giving toffess chocolates , that day I was definitely a “celebrity teen”! But the memories now were sharpened perhaps , As I felt all those struggles & real time traps ! when I turned 23 , college was at the peak , There was so much I had already learned and so much was out there that I was eager to seek .  It was a time , of more relax and less stress ; Cause you are so positive , even if you failed ,  you have that energy to always start afresh !  And I am 29 now , sometimes stuck , sometimes free , I feel I am all at once , the 3,13 and 23 !! Ther...

SEEKING!

Happiness, Joy ,Elation, Feats ; Eccentric it sounds but these stops the flow ! It’s the pain , suffering ,desires and longing ,  That keeps you moving, That lets you grow .  No one , absolutely no one , reaches the shore  without being tested; And the one who claims to have done so,  Is already , by default , wasted . Wasted , for he not know the true pleasure,  As he hasn’t endured the pain ; All his feats , then makes no meaning , All his success went in vain . I hope never , to get what I don’t achieve..  by my hard work and good deed ; And To any path to salvation , I don’t seek , To wander there , where my belief hasnt me lead .  To think of ,It’s a mystery and a dream then,  The life ,Which we live at the same time ; Fascinating enough yet cruel others , It’s our inner skirmishes that makes it sublime !! Seek then ,the discomfort and the uncertainty, Take sufferings head-on , dive into it plainly ; The "wordly" successes one can't guarantee...