HEAVENLY BLISS

Thinking about this an year long journey i undertook , when I look back to see and assess what's in there ,  How did it change me , How did i manage to change it,  Some of the enthralling experiences, some of the not so ones, The less of the ups, the more of the downs , or the other way round may be ,  The beliefs I had , the convictions I now have, How strong hold my past has over me, How closer am I to this moment , How intitutvely derived I am of what's coming forth. And after these " How's ?  There is this " What " .  What did i want at the end,  What were my aspirations for this year that's past now ,  What were the choices i had , and did i make those decisions what I thought I would. And these "whys' ".   Why was this even important to compare with what was and what's now , Why couldn't it be just a part of the wholesome me which is never ending and ever improving Straddling in between but getting back always. Why is this race...

How profoundly "Still" everything that's Real is !!! Take these Huge Trees or these Little Plants , These Giant Mountains which we seek and look forward to, That Mesmerizing River that flows and flows endlessly, These Wonderful Stars, This ever shining  Moon, This Land which we tread on , shaping and reshaping ourselves  , trying to find Solace , at one place or another ,  Chasing our own Shadow.  Continuously moving. Never really getting there or anywhere , When all this time , the only thing we could have done ,  Is Stop , yeah , just stop....Like this  tree, like that plant , like this air around, Which is there , very much there , but it doesnt move , it just is , with its shadow , with its identity , with its 'self'.  And just by Being There , we find it is profound , it is prominent , it is complete , in its own.   We may find everything we are seeking by just observing this little but obscure phenomenon happening right in front of us. ...