HEAVENLY BLISS

Mai sochti thi mai bhot samjhdaar hu , sorted hu ,  lagta tha sab jaan gai hu.  bada acha lagta tha , sochke, apne aas paas dekh k , lagta tha jab mai ksii k sath hongi na  to pure tarike se hongi  koi parda nahi hoga ,  apna past present sab khol k rakh dungi , kyuki pyar to aise hi hota h na . ek dusre ko puri trh janna . tabhi to do se ek hote hain, tabhi to lagta h vo insaan hami to hai  or bina pyar k kaise rehte h  ye to samjh se hi bahar tha  lagta tha kaise kar lete hai log.  ye to kitna ajeeb nhi hai . aise kaise rehte h. par mai badi proud.  apne upar , apni soch k upar , bas intezar kar rahi thi us insaan ka  jisse pyar ho jae  bina kisi reason k , bina kisi condition k  bas fir sab acha hoga.  kuch bura nhi hoga.  or fir hua muje , pyar , bina kisi reason k bina kisi condition k  sab fairy tale meri , sab sach , jo socha tha vahi ,  kuch kuch cheeze hoti thi beech mai , par pyar se badhar th...

I am happy always when I am with you ; I wish you 'feel' it . I am determined to do whatever it takes ; I wish you 'see' it . I am craving for all your time and attention; I wish you 'realise' it. I feel terrible when you are mad at me ;  I wish you 'understand' it . I am too scared to see it end ;  I wish you 'hold' it. I look forward to spending my life with you ; I wish you 'know' it . I am afraid to 'ask' it from you;  I wish you 'say' it !!