HEAVENLY BLISS

 Addresses!  So this morning while I was ordering something from a website it automatically picked up my last address . An address for almost 3 years . And while cursing the spying technology everytime on us , I selected to edit it when it gave me options of other addresses to choose from. The saved addresses .  And while I was looking at those addresses .  My life was looking back at me .  And there that was . Several addresses . Several lives ! Addresses reflecting a shy ill prepared girl  Who has just stepped onto this new world  On her own. Reserved and calm . Addresses of that sense of belongingness  With friends . Of the laughter and endless findings . Addresses that found that first love and the first lost love equally . That ecstasy of happiness and that ecstasy of pain . Both.  Addresses that made her weak , tremble sometimes so much so as to take a step back and withdraw . Addresses that made her choose at every step of the way . ...

”Have you found them ? When you will , you won’t just smile , You will laugh your heart out, And it won’t be just momentarily , That happiness is what your soul will shout! you will cry the tears of joy , And not because of them ; It’s for them that you will ever cry . “”Have you found them ? “ When you will , the ups and downs will remain, The sufferings will be there and so will be the pain ; But you would not once feel weak , rather stronger ,! And you will fight with zeal howsoever longer "Have you found them ? “ When you find them , you will feel alive every moment,  There may be just little scuffles , never the never ending torment . You ll crave for them with all of you , And whatever you had dreamt ; Everything will ,one by one, come out to be true .  “Have you found them ? “ With them , you would not feel the need to be ‘fancy’  Outworldly ; You can be your own self and that too loudly ! You will feel one with their presence, With them you will be at ease ; ...

Adjournments sought frequently , Hell lot of applications, a crazy facade ; Strikes , I would not call an issue , But controversial something in files , I can’t disregard ! Parties Impleaded late, Amendments brought even later ; Sometimes the files linger on , Just because somebody is somebody's’ hater ! Sometimes the processes are not served , Sometimes the parties are not in appearance ; Sometimes the supply of copies is flawed , No possible limit for a Magistrates’ forbearance . Applications- Replications , Revisions - modifications ; Be accommodative . Serve justice . Use this and that Tact , When there is only so much to be done adversely ,  As the phrase “interest if justice “ is in itself a major fact ! Last opportunity. Last opportunity. And yet another last ,  Such patterns need to be nipped , To ensure the files runs fast !  Technological advances , mediations , Compromises and streamlining ; Efforts in those areas , May cut down the parties whining !  Som...

Oh hi there , How all you fare ; Yes all you are , who wander somewhere ! Somewhere in bright places ; Sometimes in dark spaces . All of those who can’t sleep ; All the thoughts you are so in deep , Unfathomable yet so refined; The secrets that you are out to find, The search is on ; And the night is long , Alas though, Not this time perhaps ; But definitely covered a lot major laps. Nearer to the shore ; Where this eccentricity makes you lure . And someday soon , You will sing this tune ; “Dream fulfilled , oh yes , we said it”! Took a little long ;  But at last we made it !!

As a child back then, I was always fascinated by rain,  Monsoon , that part of the year, I would always crave .  My little wide eyes kept awaiting those dark clouds , And my heart would skip a beat at those thundering shouts . Then Be it that heavy instant downpour , that eclipses everything behind ; or the constant continuous drizzles , A sight always to long for . Those falling droplets were as silent as they were loud  The afterwards landscape were as peaceful as it was proud ! Underneath that vast humongous sky , It seemed all my dreams & realities lie . As to why it was so ,  The answer still eludes me ; But I am grown up now , But this weather , to be honest ; Still seduce me !

Challenges ,choices ; Confusions ,constraints .  Deep demanding desperate drains . Within without everywhere everytime ; Blemishes brainwashing belittling blames . Severity stigma suffocation sways,  Pride paranoia perpetual pain . Lies lives languishing layers , Audacities bluffs pretentious prayers ! Fear fanatics fragmented frays , Customising choosing casting clays;  Rigorous rattling randomised race , Testing tumbling treacherous days . Dreaming ,dying ,creating , destroying , Shores peaks plains ravine , Future is shallow and nature is fragile ; As Voids augment , As voids align!