WHAT AM I ?

 

Sometimes i wish to write something that's never been written before;

Sometimes i wish to think that has never before pondered upon ;


Sometimes i wish to see life from an entirely new perspective ;

Sometimes i wish to feel sadness too as attractive.


Sometimes i long for a day that never really ends ;

Sometimes i wish to be myself and not societal trends.


Sometimes i wish my heart calculates and my mind feels. 

Sometimes i wish my body gets numb and my soul chills. 


Sometimes i wish i move on in an instant ;

Sometimes i wish there is some constant .


I want to be this , and i want to be that. 

Today i m me , tomorrow someone else..


This is precisely what I am ,

This is precisely what you are .

Formidable enough to never be known ;

Easiest gamble to put your money on .

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